today im spent hahah!! such a tiring day at workexperience doing dull tedious things...i felt sorry for my supervisor because she finishes up at 8 today and eats pre-cooked frozen microwaved things everyday.
i wanted her to know i completely understand hahaha, you keep eating more and more because the ratio of flavour to solid food content in those packs is like 1:50 so even after you finished an entire tray of pumpkin risotto you feel like you've only eaten a mouthful..weightwatcher foodpacks all taste the same hahaha 'pumpkin risotto' as if hahhaa...it's just salty and mushy zz and tastes the same as the spinach canneloni etc etc
so anyway doing dull things gave my brain time to wander and dwell on tedious things. i handed in my first survey subject selections, because that didnt even matter...hahah idk why i even bothered lol...
then i tried to delay my second subject selections because i literally dunno what i want with my life...hahha until irate mr simmons chased me down in maths a day late and forced me to hand it in...lolll...did he realise i didnt even finish filling it in.... at 15 where is my self actualisation haha, am i really held back by the expectations of others. is baulko too competitvie an environment for people to reveal their true identities
horrible nightmare last night where it was the morning before the formal and i had no shoes no dress and i was panicking. silently panicking because i was deserted by all hahah..truly my worst nightmare lol
i hoped i covered all possible bases hahah...maths+science+humanities
life is depressing sometimes hahaha we have to live it out though hahahah
so with the passing of another tuesday i think to myself...missed opportunities hahaha
