I've been in a state now where I'm bored, as in everything I do automatically becomes boring. Instead of the old-fashioned just having nothing to do, therefore being bored. Ergo, the difference between being dramatic and being bored. OK idk. Tell me if I'm making sense.
It's true what all those tumblr logs tell you! Music can really bring alot back. I'm starting to feel nostalgia isn't really the right word for summer, because it implies there's a certain level of regret involved, which there is not. Maybe deja vu, or ennui, or at any rate it was something sad that sounded french.
Summer memory #1: When you have long remember-when convos and the tone of tired cheerfulness of someone whos had kind of a rough day and doesn't feel much like talking. Where you stare into space or whatever like you're trying to mind-meld with it.
blah blah blah blah lets listen to some carpenter and owl city and watch simpsons.
I actually feel like doing maths now. I think in my world 'summer' and 'maths' are intrisincally linked. I'm nuts. I guess it's also because the year twelves graduating and the yr eleven exams have been making me feel all oh, the places you'll go! and our future's so bright you're going to have to wear shades all this terrible effort I'm putting in better make me rich
