Monday, July 12, 2010

like a reel of fortune cookie slips

day 02 → something you love about yourself

Hmm. I don't know. I don't really love anything about where I am, or who I am. I guess somedays I do. But I've already had this talk with myself before.

I want to hurry up and figure out what I want to do with my life. Otherwise I will grow up lying to the government for welfare money while secretly having a mediocre job with minimal wage. Or freeloading off my friends living the high. Or something really white trash sounding like that.

Urgh, I have peter-pan syndrome. never want things to change. And normally, I adore peter-pan.

GG

because I have too much time

day 03 → something you have to forgive yourself for.

Dear self,
Why the hell did you not do those assignments? If you just did them, you wouldn't have gotten such a shitty report. Sometimes I think it's better getting something downright fail like straight C's. Atleast that's something. Like, look at me, the girl with straight C's, can't beat that huh.

However I forgive you because nothing good comes out of hating yourself and the CBF syndrome is hard to fight. Please do your holiday homework this time so you won't get completely screwed over after the parent teacher interviews. Thanks.

GG