Wednesday, June 2, 2010

teenage angst

69th post: I love immaturity, I love this time last year, I love this time last last last year.

How do you ignore someone when they're ignoring you?

That break we took in walking today was the best part of my month. Lying on my back, doing absolutely nothing, thinking about absolutely nothing, and seeing absolutely nothing but the sunshine which burned red with my eyes shut.

Then discussing death. if in between a choice of getting murdered or suicide, I'll pick sucide. 15 ambien/some other prescription drug washed down with a fifth of vodka/some other hard liquor.

Guess I'd go to hell then, because I'm pretty sure you're not meant to do any harm, even to yourself. don't think it's in the commandments, but I read it somewhere...

how unlikely it is that talking about your death means you will die



gg
~ feeling exhilaratingly happy for someone who discussed suicide methods