So much has happened...and it happened too slowly for me to figure out it was happening until this week when the athletics carnival and walking made everything so obvious that I couldn't even pretend it wasn't happening. Athletics was boring, as expected, but I didn't realise it would be awful too. Wish I stayed home, but then I would've been been home alone with my mum all day, so that plan was ditched and I trudged to the atheletics carnival. For walking we went to Towers so that would've been cool cept everyone was AWAY bludging and my friend and I spent lunch alone playing that lame game you play to fill in a silence. You know, the one where you say something, and your friend say what immediately comes to mind at that word, and so on. Urgh, being a complete retard because I couldnt care. We went to locker about 5 times, but it was depressing because it's squashed between metalroom and boys toilets, so uh...
Well, I got home late today even though today was early day cos I was going out of my way to step on every crunchy looking leaf I saw. Most of the leaves I judged to be crunchy were actually very soggy, deceptive because the light rain had made everything soggy. If it wasnt for the orange leaves, my day would've been very grey.
It was awful coming home to this big empty house, then walking into my room and seeing VA papers everywhere from when I was struggling to sort myself out last night. I really should continue sorting myself out, or even study for that geo test thats tomorrow, but lifes not been great enough for me to get out of this cbf-mood. So I came here to blog about the insignificancies of my life.
What else is on my mind? Well, all the important things are awful so I'm not going to say anything. The trivials? I need another haircut. And I guess that's it.
"But I need that spark to get psyched back up"
Fuck if I'm taking eminems words, then fuck. I'm really. "obsessed"
gg
I'm going to quit with the GG shit actually. I'll just..sayonara.